What do I really want...?

As the title, I always think about it, what do I really want? I don't know, really don't know. Is that so hard to find out? What is the thing I want to do, or what is the thing I can do... What can I do...? Look like nothing... I felt that I didn't has any strong point... haha, maybe is because I didn't really put effort in anythings? If become stronger, if I become stronger than now I am, will the thing become more confirm? If that's true, when I become stronger, then I can do what I can do now and also what I can't do now, right?

So, I will go to learn as much as I can. Try to learn difference things and meet different people, see different things on this world. Then I can become stronger than now. I want to become more stronger than now! Yes, that is what I need to do! Try to learn everything, to fill myself with difference kinds of knowledge, and do whatever I can to my love one, my family, my friends and others...